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· Lateee post.
· Netball! (Again!)
· SSS.
· Quiz #1
· Of A Boring Day! ):
· Sports Day

Hehhe. This post is gonna be filled with training details. :P Or maybe not.. read on! :D


So Wednesday.. We didn't run 10 rounds. Lucky! We run the usual 5 and 5 sets of sprints. Only I didn't sprint. :P Thenthen.. *trying to recall* Forget le. Oops. :D

Thursday. Wanted to blog that day, but a certain SOMEONE with the initials JCJW stopped me! O: Ok anyhoo! Jonathan, JingWei & Zoe came. Sathiss didn't as he had swimming to do. *Trying not to laugh* Ok soo. Picked up Jonathan & JingWei at the bus stop, and then headed to Tampines Mart to meet Zoe. After that went to Miltan to buy stuffs. Zoe paid first, since she had $50 on her. ^^ Buy KFC Snackers also. Only JingWei bought Zinger. LOL. Odd one out. xP After eating, fooled aaround lil bit and started on project. Once done, went down to play! Play crocodile at the playground for a while. Then came back up to get started on the model. Outcome was beautiful! :D Loved it! Hehe. Tuition after that. Normal. :D

Training yesterday was with East Spring. :D Made 1 new friend! Heh. Ok so. Ran 10 rounds. x.x Died. Stretched. Agility ladder, stepups, medicine ball. Then I think is do the pair ball work. Maya felt like vomitting. Then we continued. Then broke into 3s. Was with Atika & Valerie. :D Did ball work, timing of 30 secs. Do twice, because of my stepping. Sad la. Then do another set. Then show Coach. Then do 5 strong vertical jumps before joining the others in 4 corners. I always throw at Roze and Maya always throw to me. :D Ok then after that play match. Was GS. T.T Scored only once. T.T Why me?! Erika from East Spring was my defender. Super hyper, that girl. LOL. JeeYan keep blocking then she keep saying, "Ah sai". LOL. I think I made Siti & Jasmine angry. ):

A few more matched pass.

Felt super depressed. Jogged down alone while the rest were in pairs/trios. Debrief by Coach, got back compo that Miss Kang marked. I just passed. Wth. ): I went out of point. Ooops. Home-d with Samantha. (:

Tuition did compo again. Went home with Teacher. LOL. Home, watch TV, online till 12+ then sleep.

Today went to religious class. Sad, was scolded. ): Oh and I wore the netball shirt. Still wearing it now. Hehe. Got home, tie hair, online, eat, go out. To Mama's shop. Ayah sent us. Surfed net for a while, then go down to NTUC to buy drinks & chocolate! :D:D Back, onlined till now.

Ok below will be.. my way of letting out depression. Don't bother to read it, especially netballers. You have been warned. (:

In netball,

I feel useless.
I feel dumb and stupid.
I feel unwanted.
I feel disliked.
I feel hatred from the rest.
I feel as if everyone just want me to quit.
I feel like GIVING UP.

Should I quit? Coach has told me to push on, not to give up, cause I see in myself the improvement since I first joined. But I just can't do anything right. Should I quit? This question comes back to me every training. I don't know what to do.

I need Lyly here with me. I need to talk to her. She's the only one I can let out ALL my feelings & secrets to. Lyly, when are you coming back? ):

K Bye! (Abrubt ending,)

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