If you've found out the reason(s) behind everything, why don't you make a move? I'm being stubborn here, but I'm not going to say anything because I've always been the first one to do so. I'm not going to apologize for something I didn't do. Yes, I did in the past, but not anymore, now. Time for me to stand up for myself.

I don't want to be the one taking the initiative. I can, but I don't want to. If you know that we're drifting apart because of your responsibilities, at least do something, even if it's a little. At least we can do something about this. You don't even talk to us anymore...

No, I'm not angry. I'm just upset and disappointed.

To be honest, I feel like the sources of happiness I have are the nine boys, my t-list and 3E. I'm not sure if there's anything else. I don't even know what's going on anymore.

So, take the first step, won't you? We used to be so close.