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· 지켜줄게요· kim jongdae · 뭘 해야하는지 잘 모르겠어 · always. · 이 느낌 · appreciation · Truth · Change · May the 4th · 다행이다. |
Everyday
Saturday, February 26, 2011 | Posted by Naz |
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Everyday, the pillow gets wet at least once. Going through everyday with a heavy heart, knowing that nothing will be the same. But I need to stand up and be strong for these boys. These boys need the support more than ever now. These boys taught me important values I would never have realised if I had not joined this fandom. They taught me: - Commitment - Growth - Determination - Endurance -Devotion - Perseverance -Ambition - Friendship -Teamwork - Love -Trust -Care & concern I've grown so attached to them in just 8 months. Come June, it'll be a year since I became a Kiss Me. In eight months, I met them twice. And I can shed so many tears for them. These boys made a great impact in my life, and they will continue to be. Beautiful essay written by u-logic here. It's worth a read, really. I cried my heart out while reading. I just realised how much I love these seven boys. ![]() I wanna be there
Friday, February 25, 2011 | Posted by Naz |
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Kibum & Alexander left U-Kiss. Kibum's contract was terminated because he was lacking in certain areas and NHM wanted a member replacement. I don't know what's going on with Alexander, but he's still under the contract. Both are just perfect the way they are, so why are you doing this, sajangnim? I don't understand. Kibum & Alexander, I wanna be there to hug you. I wanna be there to comfort you. I wanna be there to help you get through all this. But I can't. Because we're miles apart. I wish I could, then you'd know how much you're loved and wanted by all of us. I really wanna see a genuine smile on your face. No matter how long it's going to take, I'll wait. Body's betraying me I thought crying twice was enough and I didn't want to cry anymore but the tears just don't seem so stop...
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Monday, February 21, 2011 | Posted by Naz |
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If I could fly, I'd fly to Korea this instant. I'd give him a really big, tight hug. I'd let him cry on my shoulders. I'd let him stay in my arms even if he didn't want to say anything. I'd be the one comforting him, giving him moral strength. There's so many things I want to do for him now and in the future, but I can't. He's all the way there and I'm here, miles away. All I can hope is that he'd find the courage and strength from all around him and get back up again, to continue moving forward. I also really, really hope he can feel all our love from all around the world. He's greatly loved, and he needs to know. I want the old Kibum back. I don't care if he takes a long time to get over this matter. I'm supporting him, standing by his side until everything is okay. I really, really don't like the way things are going now, but there's nothing I can do. I can just stand by the sidelines. Cheer him on. Give him all the love and support he needs. That, I can. 범대표님, 그렇게하지마세요. 전 오빠 믿어요. 힘내요! 기범아, 사랑해요. 항상. ~~ 헐.. 왜이래.. ㅠㅠ
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