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Sunday, July 24, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I've been getting better, thank God. ^^

Today was one of those days where I become moodless all of a sudden, and then get hyper again. My emotions were like a roller coaster today. One minute, I'm smiling, another minute, I'm down. I'm pretty amused by myself, if I may say so.

"Sometimes in life, there will be no one to piece you back together when you get knocked down. Those are times where you are most unfortunate because it's going to take 110% to bring yourself up on your own. Don't question, don't ponder. Just run forward. I think this is one of those situations where if you keep thinking about it, you're just wasting your own time and effort. But if you just put in your effort full throttle right now and keep going, you'll find a way. Have a little faith and belief in yourself. I believe that you can do it. And I'm sure a lot of people do too. But it only starts if you try believing yourself."

That whole chunk of words up there are from Yunah. I was bored so I decided to backtrack our Skype messages. :')

I may sound cheesy or whatever now, but seriously. I really, really appreciate those who've been there for me. Some people whom I've known for years aren't even there for me, but those I've met only a few months back are the ones constantly there for me, giving me their shoulders to cry on, listening to me rant, giving me advice, and they are the ones I know I can trust and rely on.

Those who've been there for me constantly (you know who you are), if you're reading this, I just want to say thank you, and that I love you. ^-^

Thursday, July 21, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

Feeling so lethargic, and I should be resting, but I'm worrying over my Math test instead.

I should have known better. I should have known that a week of constant stomachaches was not normal. I suddenly fell sick last night, with a sore throat, and a runny nose, later into the night. Lalala, still went to school, because I didn't feel that sick.

After lunch, just before Animation lecture was about to start, I felt my own forehead and... dun dun dun, I was burning up. Burning up, burning up, for you, baby ~ ♪ Teehee. Jonas Brothers were my childhood. :D Anyway, Mr Tang told me to go home, since the lecture is at the Animation Lab, and it's freezing cold in there, so my condition might just get worse if I went for it.

Tried to fall asleep... to no avail. I'm not feeling that much better, but better than before. ... If that makes sense. I really hope I get well soon. I feel like ripping both my nose and throat out.

I absolutely hate being sick.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I've been thinking a lot nowadays.

I'm smiling, pulling through. Inside, I'm dying.

I need things to take my mind off things, so that I won't think so much.

너무 힘들어... 근대 포기하지 못해. 힘내!

Friday, July 15, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

U-Kiss is currently performing at the Singapore Indoor Stadium as I type this out. Surprise surprise, I'm not at the stadium.

My Friday was actually pretty good! A few of my friends were upset, though. :( Hugged a lot of people, just because I felt like it. All of them said that I'm nice to hug, hoho. I'm a teddy bear. :)

Went for lunch with Hannah at McDonald's and Beryl joined us afterwards ~ Bought Koi and went back to school to help Ms Choo with the toy train Animation workshop! Today's class were actually pretty fast in modeling, except that some of their parts went all over the place.

Started seeing live updates on Twitter and became all upset. They're in my country, for goodness' sake, and I'm not even there! Kevin is the MC... I should really hate myself for not going.

People think I shouldn't be upset because I've already seen them in Malaysia, and even got an individual group photo with them. But I don't see the logic in that. I actually have the chance to see them today but no, I'm not there. Wouldn't it be weird if I wasn't upset? The feeling is like, "they're in my country but I'm sitting at home like a loser instead of cheering my lungs out for them". I even cried.

Boys are going back to Seoul tonight. Quite shocked, I was expecting them to go back tomorrow morning! :( But... it wouldn't make a difference, I won't see them anyway.

I hope they come again soon. :\

Sunday, July 10, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

You've really been getting on my nerves these past few weeks. First, you order me around. Fine, it's the first time anyway. Then, you do it again. I snapped, and I was told off for snapping at you. I was made to promise to change and to treat you better, and I did make the promise.

Today really did it. I can't believe you're implying that I didn't help for our group project. Who the hell do you think you are? I chose to just rant generally, because I know I would say something that will hurt you. I'm keeping my mouth shut just because of that stupid promise that I shouldn't have made.

Really, watch what you say or do around me. My patience is wearing thin. Don't try me.

Tuesday, July 05, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

Things just get harder and harder.

I'm getting tired.