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Thursday, September 22, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

Getting shitty results first thing in the morning sucks.

Being treated as if I'm invisible sucks.
Having body aches all over sucks.

Today's such a horrible day.

Monday, September 19, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

Just when I was hoping for a perfectly fine Monday with nothing going wrong, two girls just had to screw it all up for me. Long story short, I was tired and laid my head on the table during Malay class. I just didn't want to do anything so I closed my eyes as well. They thought I was asleep so they started talking about me.

If I was pointless to talk to, then why do you talk to me? Wouldn't it be just a waste of your time? And if my hair was way too thick and curly, covering my ears, for me to hear, wouldn't I be deaf by now? I wouldn't be able to hear anything, would I? Please, think before saying anything.

I really don't understand people who find joy in insulting others. Is it that fun to see others get hurt because of your words? Isn't this a form of bullying as well? If you think you're just joking around, well, what may be funny to you may not be funny to others, especially the affected party. If you think it's fun, it's not. It's far from fun and I'm saying that from experience.

I don't really care about taking in insults about my body or hair anymore, because I'm somehow used to it, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Insults always hurt. I try not to take it to heart, but sometimes it's difficult since they keep coming my way. I'm just wondering... Will they ever stop? Looking at the way things are going, they're not gonna stop any time soon. So much for asking for forgiveness, huh?

One more year. Just one more year.

I'm going to crawl back into my shell now. 뿅 ~

Thursday, September 08, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 1 comment/s

So, it's 8th September now. My birthday is over! Had a really, really, great day! :D

Started my birthday by tuning in to the boys on MBC 심심타파! They were so natural! Radio party on the moon, as well. What fun! :D Stayed up until 3am to chat on the moon with Raia! The conversation steered towards Kevin and Tobias. Hilarious. Gotta thank Kevin for that.

I woke up at 9am and finished watching City Hunter. ;~; Such a great drama! The scene where JinPyo was shot dead was so sad. Even sadder when YunSeong (who was also shot) reached out to hold his hand for one last time. ;~;

Just when I finished watching the last episode, the bell rang. I ignored it because I didn't care. Then, my sister's maid came to my room and told me that many of my friends were outside. I was obviously shocked and quickly had to change and what not because I still haven't showered. How embarrassing!

Zhuojing, ShaoYu, Hannah, Lynn, Syazwan, Faris and Berwyn came! :') A bigger group than last year's surprise, which was quite a fail. :P

They surprised me with a cake that they baked the previous day for 3 hours late at night! Super touched. ;~;

They dragged me out to Seoul Garden to eat! Met Loraine, Fadzil and Zakirah there. :D We occupied three tables, hoho! They treated me, hehe. So nice of them! :D Sat with Hannah and Lynn and ate about four plates of meat. Lynn just ordered everything in one go, so plates of meat and chicken came at once. They cooked everything for me. :3 Played Kartrider on Berwyn's iPad against Hannah and Lynn! Hurhur. ShaoYu even fed me ice-cream while I was playing. Treated like a princess. :P

Watched The Cat! Korean horror movie, starring Park Minyoung! *o* ... Those with weak hearts should not watch it. Seriously. I was covering my eyes and ears nearly 3/4 of the time. At one point, I even took my iPod out to listen to Neverland 2집. I'm the best, yo. xD

Celebrated birthday with family at night! Lots of home-cooked food, yum. Thank you, Mummy. :3

Chocolate ice-cream cake from Swensen's from Abang and Kak Yani! :D Yumz!

Presents, presents! :D

From Mummy and Daddy! :D

Necklace from Taka, and a pink teddy pendant from Swarovski. :3

From Aju (and Hyder, I think)! :D

Finally a new watch after, what? 3 years? xD

From Ari and Aunty Suraya! :D

There's four more, but I totally forgot about them until now. Oh well. x)

From Cherlyn and Steffi! :D

Skin Food. I still don't know what to do with it. xD

From ShaoYu! :D

Opened it and ate some before taking photos, hurhur. :3

From Syazwan! :D

Cute, cute mug. :3

From ZhiXiang! :D

I seriously didn't expect him to get me anything, but he gives me a U-Kiss mug. Aww. ;~;

From Loraine, Zhuojing and ShaoYu! :D

Seriously touched. They did so much for me. :'D

This birthday, so far, is one of the best birthdays of my life. The people I have to thank.. there's a lot.

My family, always.

Moonpies. Dal-lings. T-list. Wishing me right after midnight, thank you so much. ♥

My friends who took the time and effort to surprise and touch my heart. :')

And everyone who wished me, through Twitter, Facebook, text, etc. :D

... I feel like I'm giving out a speech LOL. Tata~

P.S: Just had to add this in. Kevin's melodious voice never fails to calm me down. :')

Thursday, September 01, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

It's Thursday and there's no school tomorrow! Which only means that my one-week holidays start from today. I can really use the free time to rest and catch up on lost sleep.

D-6 to my birthday. I've been going round and telling my close friends that it's coming. Not because I expect anything from them, but because I don't want them to forget. The feeling when your close friends forget your birthday sucks. It really does. My friends might mistake my intentions, but I can't bring myself to care, really. I'm just somehow protecting my own feelings. :\

Neverland was released last night! Brisk walked home from the carpark, in order to make it to my computer on time. I had 10 minutes to spare, whoo! Seriously not being biased here. Neverland is really, just... pure awesome. The album is really beautiful. The songs are all so great and I'm so, so proud of the boys for pulling something as great as this off. Kiss Me will just be hoping that this album will bring them that #1 trophy they've been waiting for for three years. I have faith. :)

From the album, I really like 친구의 사랑 and Take Me Away. The album is just full of ballads, apart from a few upbeat songs, and the boys pulled off both types of songs superbly. I love the ballads; it shows their true vocal talents. :')

Neverland MV is really just too awesome for words. Check it out yourself! *o*