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Saturday, December 31, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I thought it'd be good for me to write up a post to sum up how this year has been for me, but as I'm typing this, I have NO idea what I'm gonna write so just... yeah. I'm just going to throw in a few random questions from the top of my head.

1. Memorable events in 2011?
- Alexander & Kibum's departure from U-KISS.
- U-KISS in June in Malaysia!
- Birthday celebration with friends.
- EMKB's birth.
- Becoming Kevriel's international master.
(How are four out of five fandom-related?! No life.)

2. Things I'll never regret doing in 2011?
- Breaking off a friendship in January. (Damn good start to 2011.)
- Letting myself crush on someone. (Even though it was only... a few days. -_-)
- Volunteering at the zoo & childcare center.

3. Things I regret doing in 2011?
- That argument... more on it later.
- Not working hard enough.
- Being a sloth. (as usual)
- Not exercising as much as I should.

I'm terribly disappointed with my academic results, and I've talked about it in many, many posts. I know I can do it if I put everything into it, but I don't know why I can't or refusing to. I really don't.

Then there's meeting the awesome people of the moon! This year, they've brought me peace, laughter, fun, and love. Only nine months with them (longer with some) but I feel as if it's been years. You know, there's that connection you feel with people even though you've just met them? Yeah, that. Thank you, moonpies. You know I love you all! :3

Ah, that argument. You know, I really hate it when people misunderstand my intentions. I just wanted to knock some sense into her so she'd be more positive but I've failed. You know who you are. If you're reading this, I just want to let you know that I never wanted to break off our friendship. I don't want to forget anything about it, good or bad.

So, yes, all in all, 2011 was good. Like everyone else, I've had quite a time smiling, laughing, enjoying, crying and just being moodless. That's how life is, y'know? Here's to an equally good 2012! I just hope I won't be so stressed and stuff.

Special shout-outs to Yunah, Raia, Weiyin & Marg! Thank you for everything! The crazy (and perverted) times, the comfort and encouragement, the mood-making, the laughter, the fun, just everything. Love you all to bits. <3

Maddie, didn't forget you~ Thank you for the encouragement, as well. It really means a lot to me! Thanks for the nagging (meh :P) and all. You know I love you. :D

Well, gonna end 2011 with a bang by watching MBC 가요대제전. I'll worry about my other two undone chapters of Math homework later. See y'all next year! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Thursday, December 29, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

Yes! A nice one I like! But another flaw is that there's no archive. :(
I will figure it out... one day. Or I'll just get Steffi's help, hurhur.
U-KISS photos and the header and all done by Yunah~ Thank you so much. :D
... Now I need to disappear and do my homework. Again. The horror.

[Edit: 3:58PM]

ARCHIVES ARE UP! 8D
Thanks, Steffi for the codes! :D

Wednesday, December 28, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I've been so busy doing God knows what that I've totally forgotten about my blog. ... Or maybe I was busy slacking. Hmm...

Anyway! December just passed by so fast. A lot of gooood things happened! Let's see... I took on my first three projects for RocketSubs! Show Show Show and My Story Ep 4 & 5. We went to Lombok from 19th-22nd and it was really, really fun! The beaches there were the best. I'll write a separate post if I'm too lazy, heh. I also became Kevriel's international master. Thank you, 언니! ^^

I want to find a new blogskin before 2012. Preferably by tonight, actually. I must complete homework. ;~;

Abrupt ending. Bye. :D

Saturday, December 10, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

So my attachment with Singapore Zoo under the School Exposure Program has been wrapped up~!

I've really learnt a lot in just five short days. The sealions' behaviour, how to feed the manatees, the sealions' names, their diet, their training, etc. I'm glad to have been posted to that section. I really love the place. The trainers and keepers I've met and worked with are just so friendly and nice, accepting me so readily. :)

It's tiring to have to keep washing the vegetables for the manatees, but if you think about it, it actually keeps you going, because you're preparing their food. It's tiring to have to keep sweeping up the fallen leaves, but it's okay because you're helping to clean the place up.

Comparing with my other friends, I think I have one of the best sections ever. Good and friendly people, nice animals, not really that tiring and not that strict. Typing this up.. I really miss the place, and it's only been a day. :'(

I miss washing the vegetables for the manatees. I miss watching the sealions being trained. I miss staring at Phillip on purpose just so that he'd make noise. I miss watching Jerson teach Pedro. I miss watching Andy walk backwards with his neck bent. I miss feeding the manatees their potatoes and carrots. I miss working with them. I miss Jerson, Prakash, Md Noor, Marshall, Kaitiri and Rahim. I miss Phillip, Pedro, Stan, Andy, Yuta and Kenta. I miss everything.

Yup, I've got it bad. My problem is that I get too attached to things/people I like, and when it's time to let go, I can't do it so easily. I don't even know what to do now, but I'll definitely go back when I get the chance.

Sealion in-charge, Prakash! ^^ ♥

Group photo with Jerson and Md Noor. :)

I remember them spamming shots. XD

Rahim! :)

Met him only on Wednesday, but we got along pretty well. To me. XD

Jerson! :D

This shot would have been a nice one if it wasn't blur.

Md Noor, whyyyy?!

Md Noor! :D

He's really nice. ^^

Another photo with Jerson. ♥

Because Phillip is my favourite out of the six.

Look how cute he is. ;~; ♥

Thursday, December 01, 2011 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

November was pretty good~! Nothing that bad happened, I guess. Only good things! ^-^

Ending November on a pretty bad note, though. My left ear is currently blocked and painful and I think it's got to do with my runny nose. Going to the doctor tomorrow if it doesn't get better by morning. I'm just afraid that it'll be serious. I had a problem with my left ear when I was younger, and I think the problem has returned. I might need to get a small surgery? D:

Nevertheless, looking forward to a good December. Fun time's over, time to sit down, buckle up and prepare myself for 'O' Levels next year! I believe I can do it if I put in effort. The rewards I might be getting kinda helps, to be quite honest. ㅋㅋㅋ

잘할수있어~ 화이팅! ^^