School's strangling me and I'm physically and mentally drained. It's only been two weeks and I'm already like this. What about the rest of the year? Hmm..

I started feeling down yesterday, when I realised something. Well, in our classes, we're split into two for most of them - the stronger/average ones and the weaker ones. I'm always, always put in the weaker group. I know that it's only so that we can get more attention, but I can't help but think about it. It's such a let down when you begin to think about things like, "I'm not as good as the rest", "I'm too weak for that class", etc.

From then on, I started feeling down and all, so I was basically upset the whole day until I went for CCA, when I cheered up suddenly. I am so temperamental that I amuse myself sometimes. But when I got home, I started doing homework and what-not, and talked to Maddie about it. <3

The thing that brought me back up again was the B3 (60%~70%) I got for the A Maths test we had yesterday. I think I can do it, and I think I'm going to be fine if I keep going. I just hope thoughts like those won't appear again (or not so frequently). 나즈라 화이팅~!