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1년
Thursday, February 23, 2012 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

It's been exactly a year. A year since the two of them left, a year since everything changed. A lot of things have changed since then. I miss the old U-KISS. I miss the U-KISS I fell for in the first place. I miss how and what U-KISS used to be. I'm not saying I don't like them now. 

There's just that empty feeling when you think back. I really miss Kibum & Alexander. However, what's been done has been done and there's no way to go back in time. I'd rather just look forward and just be positive. There's no point in dwelling on the past when it's only going to hurt you, right?

I'll just hope that all nine boys are doing well. When it comes to them, to me, nothing matters more than their happiness, and I'm not even lying.

1년 지났었어요. 넘넘 보고싶다... 항상 응원하고 사랑할께요.


몰라요
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I really... really don't know what to do. I feel so lost. I feel so disoriented. I feel so... lost.

What happens when you're scared and too tired to do anything else?
What happens when you let your fears take over and prevent you from improving?
What happens when you completely lose all the hope and belief you tried so hard to have install in yourself?
What happens when you feel left behind, unable to catch up to achieve your own standards?
What happens when you really do get left behind and no one's willing to help you get back on your feet, even when you need it desperately?

I... just... don't know.


:)
Friday, February 03, 2012 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s


Yes, my handwriting. 
I have to improve on my Korean handwriting, though.
All that said... I'm a fighter.


Fighter
Thursday, February 02, 2012 | Posted by Naz | 0 comment/s

I'm not dead! :) I'm drained, though. Physically, mentally, emotionally.

Emotions have been running really high nowadays. I'm excited for the release of Forbidden Love. I'm stressed about school and homework. I'm angry, upset and worried, all at the same time, for Animation. As much as I love it, it can be really draining and just plain annoying.

I had to change my idea for Animation since they said it didn't fit the theme at the last minute. I changed it yesterday, and brought it to my teacher for consultation today. He said it was okay, and started editing my draft storyboard to make a new, final one. Then my two teachers discussed about it and said it was risky and dangerous. So, now, my idea is in the middle of being approved and being rejected.

If it gets rejected again, for the second time, I think I will cry. I know I will. I teared the first time it was rejected. If it gets rejected again... sigh.

It's okay, though. I'll pull through, because I'M A FIGHTER!

많이 피곤했지만 열심히해야죠. :)