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없음.
· Awesome 15th!
· Neverland
· 3 Years of Kisses
· Neverland & Someday
· Common Test 2
· :\
· D-6
· Stressed
· Comeback
· Insecurities

Just when I was hoping for a perfectly fine Monday with nothing going wrong, two girls just had to screw it all up for me. Long story short, I was tired and laid my head on the table during Malay class. I just didn't want to do anything so I closed my eyes as well. They thought I was asleep so they started talking about me.

If I was pointless to talk to, then why do you talk to me? Wouldn't it be just a waste of your time? And if my hair was way too thick and curly, covering my ears, for me to hear, wouldn't I be deaf by now? I wouldn't be able to hear anything, would I? Please, think before saying anything.

I really don't understand people who find joy in insulting others. Is it that fun to see others get hurt because of your words? Isn't this a form of bullying as well? If you think you're just joking around, well, what may be funny to you may not be funny to others, especially the affected party. If you think it's fun, it's not. It's far from fun and I'm saying that from experience.

I don't really care about taking in insults about my body or hair anymore, because I'm somehow used to it, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Insults always hurt. I try not to take it to heart, but sometimes it's difficult since they keep coming my way. I'm just wondering... Will they ever stop? Looking at the way things are going, they're not gonna stop any time soon. So much for asking for forgiveness, huh?

One more year. Just one more year.

I'm going to crawl back into my shell now. 뿅 ~