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Hello!!! I've not been here for five months! :O

Reason #1: My computer broke down.
Reason #2: My computer got confiscated.
Reason #3: I've been busy... I think.

Anyway, I left Twitter on 3rd June and it's already 29th August~ Time flew past so fast! It feels like it's only been a few weeks without it. And surprisingly, I'm still surviving. Even though I now have my laptop back and have easy access to Twitter, I don't do that. I think being away trained me to stay away. XD

It's actually prelim exams now, but I need to finish my Animation coursework which is due tomorrow! I'm not even done with my portfolio so I'm starting to get really panicky (but I'm still somehow blogging, hmm...). I've been staying back until 7pm nearly every day for the past week so let's just hope I can finish every single thing by tomorrow. *cross fingers*

For the past three days, I've been ignored and given the cold shoulder by the one person I never expected it from. What am I supposed to do when he refuses to budge? I apologised. I never expected him to be like this just because I called him noisy. I've done that many times before so why react like this only now? Instead of being worried about pissing him off, I'm actually pissed myself. He gives me the cold shoulder but he dances and laughs happily with others. He's not even trying to hide it. Friends tried to talk to him, to get him to talk to me, but no, he refuses to. I'll just let him be. Let him be like this if he wants to, really. Like how it takes two hands to clap, it takes two people to get a friendship to work. I've done my part. It's up to him, now...

Please, talk to me. I'm going crazy without my best friend to turn to... I've told you time and again how much I treasure you. Are you going to throw everything away because of this trivial matter? What about the times I've been there for you? Do you not remember any of many things I've done for you in the past four years? I'm scared. I'm afraid I'd lose my best friend over this small problem. Are you going to let it happen? Or are you going to work with me and fix this? 

It's not just this. It's my studies, my coursework... everything seems to be going wrong.

미칠 것만 같아... 진짜로.