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없음.
· Oohlala.
· MANAGER SHIN ~
· Kibum my love~
· evermorekibum.
· EMKB
· 1000 Kisses
· Wtf.
· no way
· what a fool
· stagnant

Reading my old blog posts, I want to go back to when I was a kid. When I didn't have to worry about anything. When I had everything taken care of for me. When I had no problems at all. Too bad, we all have to grow up someday.

Nowadays, I'm always thinking negatively. I have no idea why, either. The thoughts just come without me wanting them to. It just.. happens. I can't stop it. I don't want to. I can't run away from problems, can I? Even if I do, the problems will find me again.

I hate it that I'm so insecure and so self-conscious. I don't like feeling like I'm worthless and useless. My biggest fear, is being forgotten, and I've been forgotten by a lot of people. I don't want to feel like that again. I wish there'd be someone who makes me feel important, someone that makes me feel like I'm wanted, someone that makes me feel loved.

I always feel like I'm annoying everyone around me. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. It's like I can't do anything right. I don't know if it's me, or something else. It's probably me. I have no idea on what to do.

I don't even know what's the problem, so how can I solve everything? God, please give me strength and energy to go on. I don't think I can continue putting on a fake front for much longer.

Malaysia with U-Kiss was awesome. :)
Blog currently under construction, it should be done over the weekend. :)