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없음.
· MANAGER SHIN ~
· Kibum my love~
· evermorekibum.
· EMKB
· 1000 Kisses
· Wtf.
· no way
· what a fool
· stagnant
· MYE

I know I haven't posted a decent post in a while, so I figured, why not post today since I'm free? There's nothing else for me to do either.

School, school, school. It hasn't been that easy for me, and I'm very disappointed with my results and also myself. Who is there to blame for my horrible results? Only me. And because of my results, I was down in the pits for a few hours, refusing to talk to anyone. That was, until I got home and went online. Worries disappeared and I felt better.

I admit that I've been slacking off for school. I admit that I've been lazy. I nearly didn't study for everything. Then I realised, what am I going to do with my life if I keep wasting it away? Yes, I'm still young, but I've got to plan for the future, no? 'O' Levels are at the end of next year, and like my teacher said, preparations start from this year. Am I going to continue slacking off and end up doing badly for my national exams? No, I'm not going to. So I've decided to pick myself up, throw away all distractions and get myself back on track. There's still time for me to catch up, anyway. I think I can, with support from my teachers and friends. :3

Animation has been stressing me out. Well, not really the subject, but the competition I'm involved in. I have four other groupmates. I'm on good terms with three of them. The other one... not so good, but still okay. As a group led by our teacher, being the creative people we are (coughs), we came up with a pretty cool idea. I think it's enough to get us to the finals. As group leader, I have quite a lot of responsibilities but I think I can handle them. I hope I can. I'm screwed if I can't.

I've been talking to my mum about the U-Kiss events in Malaysia. Initially, she gave me permission but my dad came into the picture and I can't go anymore. I understand why, though. I guess it's not meant for me to meet them in another country. I shall wait patiently for the boys to come here instead. Actually, I can go for the free showcase. If only my parents move their trip to KL forward... I hope they do. Muahaha.

Talking about Malaysia... knowing their schedule and all that, the boys will definitely be beyond exhausted. A two-day schedule squeezed into a day. The boys are liars, they'll say they're not tired just so that fans won't worry. The bad thing is, most fans believe them. I hope they rest whenever they can. D:

For the past month, I've been thinking about my writing a lot. I always have long breaks in between chapters or one-shots and I'm pretty sure my readers don't like that. I'm not sure if I can commit myself to writing. Furthermore, I think my writing for fan fiction is horrible, even though some disagree with me. I haven't posted anything since 2nd May and I don't know if my readers are still there. Then today, I realised, how much I love writing and I wouldn't give it up. Why was I even considering it? Writing lets me explore my own imagination, coming up with things that most probably won't happen in real life. It is all fiction, anyway. So yes, I'll be making my LJ comeback soon with the final installation of my chaptered fanfic. I hope my readers are still there. :D

Evermore Kibum opened last week. It's been getting quite a lot of attention and support, and I'm glad. I can't wait for it to grow and be the primary source for all things Kibum. Speaking of Kibum, I miss that boy a lot. He's in Japan and returning to Korea tomorrow ~

Speaking of Japan (LOL), the boys will be in Japan for 3 whole months. How will I survive? I miss them a whole load already. :( They're tweeting in Japanese most of the time and I don't even understand, so I feel more lost. o.o I don't know their schedules anymore either. So sad. D:

Oh yeah, oh yeah. Moonpies, I hope you're reading this, LOL. You guys make me feel loved and wanted, so thank you for that. Thank you for cheering me up whenever I'm down. Thank you for always being there, through chat, Twitter, or even text. Thank you, thank you, thank you. I love you.

I'm gonna change my blogskin soon. I'm waiting for Yunah to work some magic on my blog. :3