I'm not dead! :) I'm drained, though. Physically, mentally, emotionally.

Emotions have been running really high nowadays. I'm excited for the release of Forbidden Love. I'm stressed about school and homework. I'm angry, upset and worried, all at the same time, for Animation. As much as I love it, it can be really draining and just plain annoying.

I had to change my idea for Animation since they said it didn't fit the theme at the last minute. I changed it yesterday, and brought it to my teacher for consultation today. He said it was okay, and started editing my draft storyboard to make a new, final one. Then my two teachers discussed about it and said it was risky and dangerous. So, now, my idea is in the middle of being approved and being rejected.

If it gets rejected again, for the second time, I think I will cry. I know I will. I teared the first time it was rejected. If it gets rejected again... sigh.

It's okay, though. I'll pull through, because I'M A FIGHTER!

많이 피곤했지만 열심히해야죠. :)


I'm tired of forever being ignored. I'm tired of having to keep my feelings in just because I don't want to hurt anybody else's. I'm tired of trying to keep the hype going, only to get ignored and treated as if I don't exist. I'm tired of feeling like crap.

Sometimes, I wish there'd be someone for me to run to, to hug, to confide in, to cry on. Physically. I'm always the one doing it for others, but when will others do it for me?

But even if I say all these, I keep running back because I can't bear to lose any friends. Weak much.

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